| Jun. 15th, 2004 @ 11:35 pm rat-tat-tat goes the broken fan |
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Current Mood:  discontent
Current Music: rat-a-tat-tat goes the fan...some more
Welcome, one and all! My first entry ever! Now, isn't that exciting? The name is Jen, Lolas to others. I'm spending my summer in my hometown, Arvada, Colorado. It's amazing how hyped I get to return from school and once I get here, I'm bummed and bored as all hell. My sanity however, exists because of my dear friends and siblings, Louis and Laura (sis-n-law).
The summer began slowly but has begun to pick up! Let me catch you up on the hub bub. Thank god for being 21, firstly. So many precious memories of boozing with my high school buddies. We still look at each other and are amazed we have pints in our hands...as if we were sneaky teens with fakes. My first good night was at Old Chicago. What was suppose to be an innocent evening of drinking a beer or two, ended up to be many beers and shots! After seeing Shrek 2 (freakin hillarious by the way) with Steph and Carina, we decided to hit the bars! Goodbye innocence!!! It was the first time, we ever went together! Jessica and Sarah joined us, and man did we get craazy. We tend to forget that there are people around us when we all get together. We shared many secrets (as usual) and well, everyone now is aware of Carina and mine's not so innocent cabin moments. Ah yes, cabin moments up in Estes Park...crazy times... Anyways Steph, Carina, and I decided it was time to sober up at Dennys. Dennys (the former highschool hangout for the goths and angst). These crazy old guys offered to buy our coffee. We were weirded out at first but realized they were harmless, just drunks. Woohoo free coffee!
Meanwhile...I was still trying to find a job.
The night after Old Chicago we had a girl's night out...another one. Aaron was our humble DD but we went to this lame club called "The Church" Aaron couldn't join us because he was wearing a tank. So they gave him a big ass shirt. Then, he had to pay 15 bucks to get in..which was lame. So, he hung out while we wandered around trying to have fun. Each room was techno and I was getting a headache. Nothing was interesting about this place. We decided to go back to Steph's and drink more. Aaron liquored up on Everclear as I downed more 99 Berries. Pam was crawling on the floor, and we still do not understand why. *scratches head* But apparently the funniest part of that night was me. With my head plastered to the pillow I screamed stupidly (I BUUU Profffffinn). Nobody took me seriously, and Steph handed me a calcium pill. HAHA! The joke was on me. Later, I was puking in Steph's toilet. Felt much better after that.
Those are the only drunk stories for the summer thus far. Not to bad, really. I've played DD for a night, which wasn't bad at all.
So, meanwhile I've been having those typical annoyances such as the mother. My best relief is hanging out with my Louis, my bro. The best night I've had consisted of taking a walk with him and just venting. He's been having issues as well, so together we feel like we can talk. I've come to find our problem! She, our mother, wants us to live a satisfactory life, and I appreciate that wholeheartedly. However, what she defines as success is not our success. For Louis, it's being with the person he loves. he has that. it's with having the friends he has. he has that. For me, well I'm still looking for my success. I'm not completely happy or successful but that's because I still don't know what I want. I certainly know it's not what my mom wants. ARGH! I plan on moving away to Portland, and I will. That is what will make me happy, that's my definition. Famous last words however, We shall see...
So for Laura's bday, we had this blow out party. First started at Thai Basil (drool). We then had a party at Geoff's house. I was kinda nervous about that, given my past with Geoff on New Year's two years ago. I negociated with myself however, because he really is a damn good kisser. Who care that he's my bro's best friend and that he's 30 or so. Anyways, he was harmless ( a little flirty, not bad at all). Lou's other friend Sam, is hot though...What the hell is with that name? Lolo and I beat Sam and Jordan at pool. I pulled a really hot (in my opinion) shot behind the back and sunk our last ball. It was hot, I have to admit. I don't admit that often. Anyways, this guy Matt and I talked all night. He was a film student, which was the kicker. Cute! Tall, dark hair. He said I look like Sophia Coppola. I'm not sure if that's a compliment or not. I think he's very much older than me but oh well...it's fun. He asked for my email...haven't heard from him though. This other guy, James tried to charm me all night. At first, it was cool we just chatted. He asked for my number after asking how much I had been drinking. I only had two beers so I was sober as all hell (damnit). Anyways, stupid me gave him it even though I would never date him. Louis and Sam, I could tell were annoyed by him. Once he was with other people he started acting like "Slim Shady" and that was it! The next day I warned my mom that if any masculine voices ask for me, I have polio. Wish Matt would email me...how lame does that sound?
Anyways, I found a great job. It pays crap but I'm learning lots and it will look great for my resume. My official title is PR/Marketing Associate which is fancy for saying I kiss ass lots. I love it though, I do fun things for my job.
Well that about sums up everything so far...my aunt is setting me up with this one guy, who is adorable. He's an EMT and firefighter (hot!) We'll see if anything comes of that...I'm not gonna cross my fingers though, I'm sure I'll find something about him that makes me uneasy. When will I ever be less picky?
That's it for now..have I bored you yet? And the fan continues to rat-a-tat-tat. Goodnight! |
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